Thursday, September 21, 2006
oh yes prelims are finally over
and im just relieved it's over,no matter how bad my results may be
this,i shall leave it to next week

oh great,went shopping after that with fingers and bought this cute dress outfit
me and cheryl bought our dresses from the same shop and we were so elated haha
hers was a tube dress and mine was this suspender dress with stripes.hers are stripy too

oh well,things are turning for the better i think
at least he's talking to me now on msn.was thinking last week suddenly what a pity that friendships are so ephemeral
great,and i dont even feel anything when he talked to me.i guess soon i will just forgo any withdrawals and just greet him whenever i see him
yes,things will be back to normal and this is the way i wanna keep it to be

meanwhile,im beginning to slowly discover God and yes,as Pearl said,it takes time to grow and i can feel it growing and i got so much more to know and learn!
and i used to be haughty in my thinkings with regards to Him
right now i just want to surrender myself and just walk His way and i know and believe He will guide me through the things He brings me to

time to recharge and just go on with life bravely
self-denial,escapism,pessimism,all these gonna stop though it's hard to control sometimes and fear just engulfs you,throwing you into a state of frenzy and delirium


the greatest liberation for oneself
is to forgive and forget
and to let go


PORTUGAL :]
xoxo

THE FAN
`bel
`17,going on 18
`ajc
`a simple & ordinary girl
`loves sports,laughing,instilling lame jokes into people's life,having hearty chats with friends
`values friends,family,genuinity
`hates being accused,being cheated/lied to

GOALS
`to undo the knots in my heart
`score well in As
`learn a new sport after As
`go overseas with friends
`earn big bucks after As
`be a volunteer at SPCA & to give comfort and solace to those in need
`fly to Florida one day and meet him

SCREAM

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